on cloud nine

hey, I'm back i think in doing purdy good at keeping things going so far its been nice to write things down especially on days like today when everything good in the world happens lol okay well to me. we finally got on medicaid!!! hurray after much confusion frustration and grief we finally can get things done! I'm feeling better about everything I'm getting more energy and and i have the will power to get things done that i felt we just too much i had a touch of depression that just made it hard to even think about doing house work i just wanted to not even get out of bed at all and i think that was because i was freaking out about how we were going to pay for this little thing but now that i can go to the doctor with out freaking out about how we are gonna pay i feel much happier and i can really start to enjoy this time and this little person growing inside of me. its feeling more real to me each and every day I'm just so thankful for a loving supportive family and my husband who has been so great.i don't think i could have  asked for a better family today has just been one of those good days where everything goes right. i even had enough energy tonight to go to the ward knitting group which was so so fun i got to spend 2 hours knitting on the baby's blanket and now I'm at the half way mark! who know i may actually get this done before he or she gets here! well here's to a amazing day love you all!


oh! p.s we have an onion baby thats about how big it is now at 18 weeks!